I don’t know why, but I’m tired. Just tired of the whole thing, the whole process. I’m worn down today. I know that I am not worn down for good, or for even longer than today. Today, I’m exhausted. I don’t have a reason to feel this way, I suppose. It’s just one of my down days. And these days creep up on me, surprising … Continue reading Days like today
See this turtle: This turtle showed up at my house today. My friend was picking me up and she almost ran over him. We picked him up and moved him to the grass. Four hours later when we returned back to my house the turtle had crawled back onto the driveway. We almost ran over him again. No big deal, right? Wrong. This is a … Continue reading Steve, the turtle, returns to my bizarro world
In a strange twist of events my husband’s picture is likely to show up on HER news feed this week. Today I posted a photo of my husband on my Facebook page. And a few hours later his business parter shared the photo on his page….and he’s friends with the OW. So, after her picture popped up on my page, now his picture will likely … Continue reading A photo, some happiness, some healing, and a list
We attended a wedding over the weekend. Almost a year ago to the day we attended two other weddings. We were less than six months out of discovering who she really was for those. Things were getting better, but still awkward. At this wedding, he was so himself. He was being very attentive and very much my husband. He even asked to take a picture … Continue reading Two weddings and…….remember to lead
As conversations ensue between my husband and I, the faucet opens up a little more each time. When you’re in such a hurry like me to raise the rug and throw it out the door, patience is difficult. I admit I want a waterfall, and I’m getting a slow, steady stream. I remind myself to be content with this, because not too long ago it … Continue reading In love or deep love?
So, earlier this week one of my Facebook friends, the husband of a friend really, was tagged in a photo that she was in, so therefore it popped up on my newsfeed. I don’t know why, but I went to his page tonight to look at the picture again. The shiny blue dress stared back at me. I think I went to his page to … Continue reading Connectivity and a blue dress and some genuine healing
For as long as my husband and i have been married I have cut his hair. I am not a hairdresser, by any means. However, his hair is very curly and very easy to cut because you really don’t have to worry too much about evenness. The OW, at some point, convinced my husband that I should not be cutting his hair. So, for 25 … Continue reading A letter and a haircut