I don’t usually write more than twice a week, but I do try to log in for the first few days after posting a new blog. Today was busy, and after being gone all day I logged in to find notifications and quite a few views. As a blogger, this should make me happy, but it’s just further proof of what is going on out … Continue reading Not so gently down the stream
I always write this time of night because I love the way it feels for everyone to be here at home, snuggled in their beds or on the couch. My husband is sleeping pretty soundly next to me, and I get to revel in everyone being here, but I get to be alone in my thoughts. The last few weeks have been pretty great. I … Continue reading Finding our peace
My husband and I do not talk too much about the insides of his affair. But, the other night when we were planning some trips I suggested a specific place. He did not want to go there. He said he’d been there with her and would rather not go. Of course, someday we will. I could have been upset about it had I not known … Continue reading Anything Can Happen-one of the various lines he used to dupe her
I have started and erased this page three times now. I keep changing my mind about what I want to say or how I want to say it. Things are going well here. Maybe that’s the problem. Another problem is that I don’t share everything, even here. I don’t even share those deep parts of my mind with him. Seems kind of deceitful, doesn’t … Continue reading Closure, where are you?