So, today while shopping out-of-town I received a message from a friend of the OW. Apparently the OW and her new husband are already having problems. Poetic justice? I think so. A surprise? Nope. Makes me happy? Not really.
Meanwhile on the home front, things are going pretty well. But, let me tell you, spring is crazy around here. But, I suppose it is good crazy. I am honestly hoping for rain tomorrow to get some things canceled. Is that bad? I just want a teensy little break. Oh, and a nap…that would be good too.
I”m taking a little break from my past in this blog, we will call it a mental health break. Wow, bringing up some of that past stuff is a bit exhausting. I forgot how exhausting the thick of an affair can be. You think that you will always remember, but you don’t. It’s like giving birth, the pain is so horrible, but you do forget. If I had not written some things down I would not have remembered them. And believe me, some of that I never dreamed I would ever forget. Now, if I could just forget the whole picture.
We are looking forward to some time alone together coming up here soon. We rarely go anywhere without our children, but this time we are going to do just that. My husband and I are not what you would call the romantic type, but we do enjoy time alone.
The OW has all but stopped reading my public blog. That makes me happy. Days without her go so much better for me. It seems like when she’s on my mind I’m so out-of-sorts. I cherish the break!
So, if all goes well, it will rain tomorrow, I will take a nap, and the OW will leave me alone. So send me well wishes that I get the break I need! And after my little break I will be delving back into the past and probably sharing some of my journal entries. That will be hard for me probably, since I haven’t viewed them in a while. Reliving the past is super hard.